We all want to know something is a constant thing, reliable.
This gives us that safe spot, a square one where we can go to start over, and set things right.
Some see stability as prison, to others a safe haven from the chaos of a world full of people.
We look for answers, always answers why so full of questions? So much of this is so frustrating because answers lead to questions, always searching.
I guess I could take solace in the quest, as it is the quest that brought me to where I’m at and still plagues me with it’s fire. What else could I do?
The worst part is I feel to blame for this, I enabled it. I tried to bear the weight of this burden. At what cost?
Something solid needs to come from inside, be solid in myself. Alone and vulnerable in a cruel, crazy, beautiful world, always testing us let alone the people who presume to also test us to see where are at.
The primal response, run far away get some distance between thoughts and fears. Experience has taught us that running never solves anything, but many of those who stay also perish.
Our fears will show us what we’re made of in the end.
Stay tuned, Thanks…..
